Dear Fellow Bloggers and Readers- I hope that you are as well as you can be. I’ve said before that I always thought my blog would be a space for spice and all things nice, that would radiate positive vibes/tips and suggestions for the mentally ill or those otherwise devoid of happiness. For a while I would avoid writing which usually helps me because I didn’t want to ink the bad things. They are enough already. It was because I knew no matter what you do, mental illness and promoting mental health ain’t no walk in the park. It’s more like an extreme support, where you best don a helmet/knee pads and any pre-protection you can strap on.
With that awesome outlook, and any amount of synthetic sunshine, for me the foreverness of the diagnosis/ongoing symptoms are significantly underwhelming and there’s nothing good to say about that. However, it’s important that we and me need to spill the mental illness tea. We need to vocalize what we experience. Only in ways that are good for everyone involved but there is a truth of mental illness which is not spoken about and perhaps areas when talking, that we could heal from. I think it would be good for people with mental illness and their families. We need a common vocublarly where no, I don’t enjoy it, sleeping the day away and crying incessantly aren’t my favourite go to hobbies.
Mental illness is humbling. It takes away things that were important to you. I can’t remember a lot. I’m clumsy and irrationally paranoid. I’m usually sedated but don’t sleep. I’m irritable with the people I love the most when I tend to and find it close to impossible to sit still. I find being with other people overwhelming and experience anxiety regualrly. There are some things that help, others not. But I know despite of that, we need to be spilling the tea on mental illness more regularly and in so doing possibly help one another cope more ably. Stay blessed.